Art for sale

Yeah! It's my first artwork that I've put up for sale!

Water color and pencil

"Coccinellidae"

Available at Redbubble.

Recent things that I've been working

Drawing

I've been working on a few drawing and sketches lately. They're nothing great but it pleases me I guess. I always have the hardest time ading color to anything. I can work well coloring different shades of grass, but I can't seem to get flowers right. I have the most trouble in trying to work with a back ground. Anyways here is a sketch.

Ayutthaya

11" x 7" pencil on paper

I'm not dead

Just hella busy. I've been doing school relate stuff and haven't had the time or the will to update regularly. I've also started doing Native American beadworks.

Random Model: JP Calderon

It's resolved. I'm going to go into modeling by the time I'm 22 years old. I'm going to work my hardest.

Cities I've Visted Pt.1

I use to go to Diamond Bar every so often for Chinese food. I've since found other places to supplement that.

Many of my friends live in Alhambra, so it would have been very hard not to have been there once.

My friends and I would often meet in Rowland Hights to eat Dim Sum and seafood.

I go to West Hollywood ever year as a participant of the AIDS walk. Next year, I plan to attend Pride there.

Well, I technically can't visit Riverside since I live in Riverside. There are, however, many great places in Riverside.

For later:
Upland, CA
San Bernardino, CA
Colton, CA
Dana Point, CA
San Bernardino National Forest, CA
Victorville, CA
Beaumont, CA
West Covina, CA
Baldwin Park, CA
Los Angeles, CA
San Diego, CA
Long Beach, CA
Newport, CA
Huntington Beach, CA
Santa Anna, CA
Anaheim, CA
Fullerton, CA
Chino, CA
Westminster, CA
Carona, CA
Norco, CA
Taipei, Taiwan
Phnom Phen, Cambodia
Battambong, Cambodia
Siem Riep, Cambodia
Sihanokville, Cambodia
Kampong Chan, Cambodia
Kampong Cham, Cambodia
Las Vegas, NV

Still not finish

My lack of update is due to my watching Korean dramas. They take forever to finish. Normally I try to avoid Asian dramas in general but I have a thing for watching historical drama or historical fiction, so as long as the plot is fesible. I've been watching Dong Yi, a drama set in the Joseon period about the consort to King Sukjong. Before that I had watch Jumong, which I really didn't like that much. I also watched Dae Jang Geum. I've watch numerous Chinese historical dramas. I can't remember their names. I generally don't watch any dramas that take place in the 19th and 20th centuries. I've seen a few historical Thai drama. I tend to disfavor the TV drama over the movie dramas because Thai movies are more willing to explore the lives of royalties in more depth and more criticism. I rarely watch any Khmer historical drama partly due to the lousy acting.

In Memory

At 12:35 am, my cat Akita "Jane" lost her life to cancer.

I'm Gay Because. . .

I'm not gay 'cause I have nice shirts
I wear plain t's most of the time
I'm not gay 'cause I know how to flirt
I'm too lost in that head of mine

I'm not gay 'cause I'm a muscle hunk
I'm really just the average type
I'm not gay 'cause I'm a twinky funk
I don't go for all the big hypes

I'm not gay 'cause I like bright colours
Too much would mess with my plain eyes
I'm not gay 'cause I like hip decor
My room looks like a big pigsty

I'm not gay 'cause I was abused
My family was fairly nice
I'm not gay 'cause I was misused
I had a fairly decent life

I'm not gay 'cause I hate your God
I don't care in what you believe
I'm not gay 'cause I'm Satan's pod
Your dogma ain't gonna hold me

I'm not gay 'cause I'm now confused
I am sure it's just been like that
I'm not gay 'cause I'm ill or bruised
I'm healthy as a well fed cat

I'm not gay 'cause I want more rights
But my rights should be given still
I'm not gay 'cause I want to fight
I'm not doing this for the thrill

I'm not gay for these other reason
The reason is plain natural
Ain't just a change of the season
Science says this is factual

I am gay because I like men
My phallus springs when I see one
It's something that I just can't bend
With guys is where I'll have the "fun"

I'm gay and I'm happy that way
I've no need to get feelings jammed
I will be glad if you would say
That you'll accept me as I am.

Update

Sorry for the lack of posts, I've been "busy". Well writing up contracts and proof reading them is busy work. So here's teddy bear for you.

Underwear? Under Here!

I've been reading a lot of DNA Magazine and I've come under the impression that gay men own lots of underwear (or at least gay Aussies). I've never quite fully understood buying so much underwear. Perhaps that's the poor person in me speaking: I have other expenses occupying my thoughts. Even so, I do enjoy wearing good underwear every now and then (I'm not one of those boys who have to be fashionable 24/7).

I use to wear briefs all the time. Hanes has always been my brand of choice since they were cheap and fairly comfortable for day to day use. I wear them when I don't care about what other think, or when I don't expect to take my pants off (which is almost all the time).

Nowadays, I wear boxer or boxer briefs because they all free movement of my balls (yes I said that word). At first they felt weird because there was no support for my crotch but now I've grown accustom to them. My complaints about boxer are that some of them have no ways of closing the front opening making me weary of exposing my guns to everyone by accident. Fortunately, I only wear them around with no pants when I'm at home.

I have spandex shorts from my day as an athletic runner. I still uses them from time to time but I find that they collect too much moisture for my liking.

I own no fashionable undies because I'm broke! lol. Also because I haven't any outfit to fit them with and I want to beef-up before I wear them.

My favorite brands are:

Aussiebum

ES

Calvin Klein

2(x)ist

Nasty Pig

There are also times when I'm commando (did it at school once). And one day I'll wear a loincloth.

Hotness

Schwulen Männer kauft oft sehre teuere Unterwäsche. Ich soll wissen. Ich hatte eine Unterwäsche für 30 USD bei A&F!

My weight issue

I'm going to start a new workout routine soon. I don't know why, but I'm tired of being skinny. Perhaps it's because I feel insecure. It doesn't help that I'm struggling to find money to go to the gym though. There is only so much that I can do here at home. It's getting to the point where I'm very desperate for any job. What sucks is that there are job openings and I've applied for them but every time I try I get rejected. I wish they'd tell me why I'm rejected but they don't. Is it because I'm over-qualified?

Anyways, I'm going to try to find a workout bench. It'll probably make one. I can't spend anymore money one one since I first need to buy heavier weights. Here is hoping that by winter I'll be 160 lbs.

San Diego LGBT Pride - Personal

Personally, Pride in San Diego was a series of up and down due to issues with my shyness and my friends. I really hate being shy. I also hate coming out in a community lacking LGBT representation. I knew almost no one there. I spent my time being awkward. I've tried going to my University's LGBT resource center but I'm way too shy and too afraid to make much use of the community there. Essentially, I've caused myself to miss out on so many opportunity to integrate in the community.

So there I was spending 4 hours waiting for my friend who was one of the few other gay people I knew. Yeah, I was piss and was about to throw a fit. Eventually, he came and I calm down and began to enjoy the remainder of the day. It was my first going to a club. I manage to trance myself in the dance and totally forgot that I promised to be home by midnight. It was also the first time I got hit on by a guy: after I left the club, a really cute guy said hi and ask me if I enjoyed the night. All I did was give a surprised smiled and one of those dazed out Psyduck looks. He smiled back and said I must really be a shy guy. OMG, I'm still giggling like a high school student over it.

Then things got scary. I drove home from San Diego at around 2-3 am. I just passed Temecula going 80 miles per hour when one of my wheels burs ted. I pulled over to check but since it was dark I didn't see anything wrong. I spent the rest of way back to Riverside with a horrible grinding noise and fearing that I might die. I got home, went to bed, and woke up later in the after noon to check my car. There was no wheel on the back right side. Dad tells me I was lucky that the car didn't blow up on the way. It's the second time I've had this problem, but the first was not nearly as scary because it was bright out and I was in a parking lot.